Shitty Monday....

You gain something, yet you loose something at the same time.

Do you guys ever in such situation?

Maybe in the past I've been in more or less the same situation but not as tragic as what I've been through now...

If you read in my previous post, I've been eyeing for a new hp to replace my current one for quite some time now and I've finally decided that it's time to go for it while I was in CP last Saturday. Funny thing was, I did buy a new hp but it's not my 1st choice, rather it's something that was totally different. From music hp to being business hp or in other words, rather that getting the 5800 Xpress Music, I chose to buy the business oriented Nokia E63... Really sott kan!!..Wakakaka. In case you don't know, it's the cut down version of the already famous E71.



Why the sudden change of mind you might asked. Well, to put it simple, my logic is rather than spending my money (RM13xx) on something that's mainly meant as a music oriented hp, I would rather have something that gives me the benefits of both worlds: entertainment and work. And Nokia E63 with its much much cheaper price tag as compared to 5800 XM and its big brother, E71 is the obvious choice for me.It's about time also I need to get myself more organised in my work since I can be forgetful at times and I need something like a pda to keep all those important tasks and meeting dates close by for quick reference and remainder. Furthermore, I think it's the cheapest nokia's blackberry clone around that still includes wifi feature which is a must have in my list and basically my 1st qwerty hp ever (something that I've never used before and curious as to its usage).

So, I think I made the right decision in the end and now biasa la macam orang kebaruan, I'm still exploring all its features and functions since I got it. Changing themes and downloading softwares those sort kind of things. So far, it works as good as I expected and feels like being on the moon pula rasa-rasa dia with this new hp, though I wish I can have both....wakakaka.

Anyway, all those feelings just evaporated today when, somehow, blame it on my stupidity, I scratched my vi door panel. Not 1, but 2 doors sekaligus. WTF!!!... That was my first expression when I heard the strange sound while I was reversing my vi somewhere in front of the Kedai Nasi Ayam Malaysia (or was it Singapura?) along the Api-Api shoplots. I was actually waiting for my gf there and everything was ok until I reversed my car to allow a toyota hilux to come out from his parking ( I was actually blocking his path). What happened was that I was too close to the parking metal baricade that I didn't see it while I was reversing until shit happened. It's just one of those days that you would be cursing yourself for such a silly mistake. Itu mata mana? Tarang-tarang tu benda sana pun ko pi langgar ka?... Those kind of mad thoughts just came up in my mind as I tried hard to keep my cool all the way while driving my gf back home.

On my way back, I decided to double check the damage again at the nearest Karamunsing petrol station and I was kind of relieve a bit that it's not as bad I thought. It's only been 1 year plus old and already 'injured' like this, it still hurts somehow. Thinking of it now, it's entirely not my silly mistake as hidden in the driver's blind spot, I definitely couldn't see where the barricade was from my driving position. Blamed it on my poor judgement then since despite knowing those things ( parking barricades) being there I still want to park there. Now padan muka, pigila parking sana lagi next time....Wakaka. Mau kasi blacklisted suda tu area sana. If sia betul-betul kapanas ni, maybe I'll go complain to the management for putting up such devices that could actually damage people's car if accidentally knocking into one of those things. A more flexible plastic version should be more appropriate. At least not so damaging even if kena langgar sikit...

So, there you go my long awaited trip to the moon was cut short due to some my shitty driving skills...Wakakaka. Despite saving the money from my hp budget for other purpose, I actually have to spent it on the repair work...:(.

It's really my shitty Monday...

p/s : Back in my mind, is this some kind of 5800XM curse? If I actually go ahead with my plan to buy it, would the accident still happen?...Tidakkkk...Wakakaka